On Khartoum front line, Sudan women medics risk all for patients
She said she stayed up all night before deciding not to follow her husband to Egypt with her four children.
"I was torn. I could either be with my children, or I could stay and do my duty," she told AFP.
She has not seen her family since.
Nearly two years into the war between the regular army and the paramilitary Rapid Support Forces, she is one of the last remaining obstetricians in the capital, risking her life to give Sudanese women a shot at safe births.
"We find strength in our love of our country, our passion for our work and the oath we swore," she said in a war-damaged delivery room.
She is one of a cohort of doctors, nurses, technicians and janitorial staff that AFP met in the last hospitals standing in Omdurman, Khartoum's sister city just across the Nile.
Their operating theatres were turned into battlegrounds, their hospitals bombed and their colleagues killed where they stood.
Yet through bombs and bullets, they turned up for their patients every day.
Bothaina Abdelrahman has been a janitor at Omdurman's Al-Nao hospital for 27 years.
She sheltered with her family in a neighbouring district for the first 48 hours of the war, but has not missed a day of work since.
"I would walk two hours to the hospital, and walk two hours back," she told AFP at the hospital, mop in hand.
For months, medical personnel have been subjected to routine accusations from combatants that they have been collaborating with the enemy or failing to treat their comrades.
"Health professionals were attacked, kidnapped, killed and taken hostage for ransom," said Dr. Khalid Abdelsalam, Khartoum project coordinator for medical charity Doctors Without Borders (MSF).
Nationwide, up to 90 percent of hospitals in conflict zones have been forced shut, according to Sudan's doctors' union, which says at least 78 health workers have been killed since the war began.
By October, the World Health Organization had recorded 119 attacks on health facilities.
"At one point, there wasn't a single working MRI machine in the country" for medical scans, Abdelsalam told AFP.
Hospitals bombed
Khansa al-Moatasem heads the 180-person nursing team at Al-Nao, Omdurman's only hospital to remain functioning throughout the war, despite repeated attacks.
"It's an honour to give the hospital everything I have and everything I've learnt," she told AFP, pink headscarf glowing under the fluorescent lights.
According to MSF, which supports the complex of two-storey buildings, Al-Nao has suffered three direct hits since the war began.
At the hospital gates, a sign reads: "No weapons allowed," but it frequently goes unheeded.
After the RSF stormed the nearby Saudi maternity hospital early in the war, Dr. Ali, who serves as the hospital's director, steeled her nerves and went to the paramilitaries herself.
"I met their field commander and I told him this was a women's hospital, only for them to storm it again the next day with even more fighters," she recalled.
In July 2023, she watched one of her colleagues die when the hospital was bombed.
Eventually the hospital was forced to close its doors after its ceilings collapsed, its equipment was looted and the walls of its delivery rooms were left riddled with bullets.
Dr. Ali set up mobile clinics and a temporary maternity ward at Al-Nao, until the Saudi hospital partially reopened this month.
'Highlight of my career'
Since army forces recaptured much of Omdurman in early 2024, a semblance of normality has slowly returned, but hospitals have continued to come under attack.
As recently as February, Al-Nao was rocked by RSF shelling as its exhausted doctors raced to treat dozens of casualties from RSF artillery fire on a crowded market.
Those hospitals which still function have been forced to rely increasingly on the help of volunteers from the local Emergency Response Rooms.
The neighbourhood groups are part of a grassroots aid network delivering frontline aid across Sudan, but are mainly comprised of young Sudanese with few resources.
With no senior physicians left, Dr. Fathia Abdelmajed, a paediatrician for 40 years, has become the "mother" of Al-Buluk hospital.
For years, she treated patients at home in the Bant neighbourhood of Omdurman.
But since November 2023, she has been training teams at the small, overwhelmed hospital, "where hardworking young people were struggling since the start of the war," Abdelmajed told AFP.
She said the work was often harrowing but the honour of serving alongside such dedicated volunteers "has made this the highlight of my career".