I smashed up hotel rooms, lobbed TVs out of windows, regularly woke up covered in blood and blew six figures on drugs
One client of mine came to me after battling a coke problem for years. He was at rock bottom and felt like he had no control over his life.
His business was going down the pan and he had tried to quit drinking and drugs before, but nothing stuck.
We started by building structure, focusing on small, manageable changes. Training gave him discipline and a new purpose.
Over time, he became stronger, more confident, and started making better choices for himself.
After nine months, he was completely sober, fitter than ever, and had a completely new mindset.
For me, seeing that transformation is everything! I feel so incredibly proud to be a part of that journey for others.
I know what it’s like to feel lost and to feel like there is no way out; I lost more than 10 years of my life to drinking, drug use, and self-destruction.
What started as casual partying soon became a lifestyle, an addiction.
I lived for the weekend, for the next high, the next blackout. And before I knew it, I was in my 30s, completely lost, completely broken.
I look back and see a person who was completely lost. I know that if I hadn’t made a change, I wouldn’t be here today
Sean Willers
Everything I made from DJing went straight back into partying.
I was making good money, but I never had any of it left. I was living paycheck to paycheck, spending hundreds, sometimes thousands of pounds a week on alcohol, cocaine, hotels, flights, and reckless nights out.
My entire life revolved around earning money just so I could waste it.
I will have easily spent tens of thousands of pounds on drink and drugs. There were weeks where I was dropping over £500 to £1,000 just on alcohol and coke.
If you add that up over a decade, we’re talking six figures blown on nothing but self-destruction – money that could have built a future, invested in my business, changed my life for the better, but instead, it went straight up my nose or into the bottom of a pint glass.
These weren’t just “wild nights” either. They were dangerous and life-threatening.
‘My reality was chaos’
I look back and see a person who had no control, who was completely lost. And I know that if I hadn’t made a change, I wouldn’t be here today.
That’s why I’m sharing my story. Not to glorify it, but to show how deep you can fall, and how it is possible to come back.
Now, every day I get to help people take back control of their lives like I did, there’s nothing more rewarding than that.
For over a decade, my reality was chaos, addiction, and self-destruction.
But life today, as a 37-year-old man living with my wife in London, it is the complete opposite of what it used to be – it’s structured, disciplined, and fulfilling.